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Sunday, December 21, 2008!
HandWritten on; 12/21/2008 06:40:00 PM
back from jay's house and once again am appearing at her house after 2 weeks or so. love going to her house as it makes me safe and sound. bought my late lunch and chips over and chit chat here and there. i bet she is irritated by the facts that most of my friends are playing pet society!some random thoughts and no offence k.you should just let go of her and give her what she want now. no point clinging on to it as there will be no difference. you are the one who hurts her at the first place, you are the one who decided to end off the relationship and you are the one who ignores her for so long despite her calling and sms-ing. i understand how you are feeling now but then 勉强是没有幸福的. no matter how much you regret now, she is already attached and nothing can be done right? just move on with ur life and tell yourself that you will not repeat the same mistake again. be strong, my friend! i know you can do it. at the other hand, if i am the girl i might go back to accept him despite the pain he had given me. lol! jay must be scolding me stupid girl man!tml going to be a long day with pract from 8-1!aniway, what should i do? reply or not to reply? the feeling of not receiving replied sms is horrible and how should i start the conversation? i dun wish to hurt people either. to end off my entry, happy 18th birthday to junwen! hopefully you will enjoy ya birthday celebration :)