sleep almost the whole day...
that is the definition of rest???
i am puzzled.
the man in the vineyard is nice
so people, if you have nothing to do
can consider watching this show...

school is going to start again after my three days of rest.
somehow reluctant to go.
how?
yeah..
tueday is labour day.
earn a day at home again...

Sore is not getting any better
Though I drank almost the entire pot of luo han guo…
Drank a lot of water today and can feel that my stomach is packed with water and not food.
Coffee to luo han guo to almond drink to plain water to coke….
A mixture of different types of drinks….
Voice is getting sexier as I drink more.
Manage to complete my zbrush assignment
Anyhow create and add…
Hopefully it will pass..

Mac-ed for my dinner…
Ate my fav. Double filet o fish…
Yummy….
I simply love fish…
Cant believe that I never drink my coke for the whole dinner
At the end of it, then I realized it.
No choice but to take my coke along as I dun wan to waste it.
Carry here and there…
But I still didn’t finish it.

well,today is friday again and is time for mi to slack.
actually i wanted to have a peaceful sleep since yest i did e project till so late...
but people started to call...
one call after another...
imagine that you are so tired and sleepy
continuous ringing from the phonw will even make you frustrated
librarian,technical staff.acer people and friends....

serious work started when 12 noon arrived.
did my human biochem tutorial...
yuck... it is like none of the questions i know how to do.
and i am struggling to complete it.
but afterall, i just do one question of out the three questions.

next, i did the APchem titration thingy.
talk about my view of titration.
talk some craps and manage to finish it in the nicest way that it can be.

creactivity?
what is that actually?
people say left-handed people are more creactive but i am not.
why?
waste my 2 hours trying to figure out what to draw for my IDEA.
5 pictures sia?
can anyone help me to complete?
log to zbrush.com and download the trial.
sent me the pic that you had drew...
ha ha

time to eat cake month again!!!
yeah!!!
my sis 19th birthday!!!
wooo...
got chocolate cake...
surely the cake will taste horrible due to my irritating thoat.
may everything go smoothly for her...
stay happy :)

26 April 2007

This few days I have been rather busy in school
I also do not know what I am busying about.
Really have to start mugging for quizzes that will start in a few weeks time.
Somehow dun has the mood to do so but I will surly try.

Yesterday
Went to work after school
So tiring but yet I have to do it
Shall not do anymore
I was like half standing and half sleeping
Doing some funny action that made the person next to me gave me one funny expression.
Reached home at around 11
Sleep without packing my bag

And ended up forget to bring my Human biochem notes.
Anyway it doesn’t matter much
As I dun understand her lectures.
She improved by writing her own notes and let us understand a bit better.
Going to have a hard time reading up those thick books and make myself understand 100% of human bio chem.

No school tml
But still got lot of tutorials waiting for me to complete.

Poly is just like racing car competition.

Well, it was the second week of school. Everything in school dun seems to interest me anymore. I was like sleepy and tired. And at the same time, I was trying my best to focus on all lectures and tutorials.

Math was the first lesson of the day and I somehow dun understand why 14.1 and not 14.2. Why? Can anyone explain to me?

During lunch, we went to food court two to meet our seniors and brought some books from them. I brought HUMAN BIOCHEM and GENERAL OPTICS textbook. Two for 30 bucks which I have yet to see the quality of the books.
Hopefully the books will not have any peel out or pages missing.

Tml I going to have my first lab pract. pray hard then

Laptop+ lab coat + goggles = heavy

I didn’t manage to sleep well yesterday so ended up this morning having some difficult waking up.
Ate laksa for my breakfast cum lunch.
This was the first laksa that I ate for this year.
Somehow have the impression that laksa is always spicy and hot.
Don really will try them.

Due to global warning and all other human activities, the weather is getting hotter and hotter. To the extent that my dad would switch on the air con in the afternoon. However, the air con wasn’t help much to my body temperature.

Take short nap before going to cvss. By the time I reached there, they just began their game section. So I went to help them put those sweets and wrappers in the flour. It was so disgusting. Luckily I am not the one that going to play the games.

Time passed so fast and the new committees are formed. I shall have no comments about it.
Will people change overtime?
Will people change when they have some sort like power?
I have no idea.
Some might have while some will remain the same.
50-50?

Am I thinking too much?

Kovan-ed…
Really think that kovan is a place that I will go every week.
At least once fortnightly.
Brought my laptop bag…
Ohh.. My baby lappie finally have a bag to store in.
Counted and realized that I had invested a lot of money on my laptop.
First was the screen protecter, followed by a plastic carrier then next was the thick bag.
I think I gonna to buy a keyboard protector too…
Shortage of cash…

I love Friday and somehow love Friday
Friday is a day where I can sleep till the time I want to wake up
On the other hand, Friday is a day where I feel guilty about myself.
Wanna to look through those lecture notes
But just don have the mood to do so…
Thinking of the human biochem, I was like so sian and tired.
Many assignments, projects are coming up..
Who say poly is a stressful-free life??
I doubt no one will say so.
I had chosen this path and nothing can be done through I can appeal to other courses.
What I can do now is:
1) stay attention in all lectures and tutorials
2) hand in all assignments on time
3) can not slack and be care-free

I will gonna to be crazy as times passed by without me realizing it.
Escape? How?





PS: i can walk sp without the map. haha...

Tomorrow I will not having my GENERAL OPTICS pract so I can stay at home and slack.

As for yesterday, I had my first ANATOMY AND PHYSIOLOGY lecture. LOLS..
Ms Lek is a nice lecturer so far and I think I can be able to understand most of the stuffs that she is trying to tell us. Personally, I think she is better than that Mrs Ang.

Went to CVSS to collect my o level certificate.
It is really a day where people come and collect.
Saw many schoolmates and some of them dry their hairs til those not nice color.
Somehow look weird on them... But think that they like it can le.
Meet up with my beloved juniors and realized that they will occasionally read my blog.
So touching to see people still remember me!! J
The Sec 4 were having their NAFA when I walked in.
NAFA?
Gosh!!! My *favourite* thing. LOLs…
Surely they will be suffering from aches after the run.
Don really understand the importance of NAFA.

As for today, nothing much to say.
Morning: meet up with junwen to collect the ezlink card.
My pic is so ugly.
My beautiful hair take until so….
Initially we were like having APchem lecture and ended up wasting one hour.
The lecturer did not turn up and no one wanted to look for her.
So slack for one hour and went for an early lunch.. YEAH!!!

My sister came to SP and visited me.
W00!!! So nice of her right?
She had motive one de.
Wanted to eat the mac at a cheaper price. LOLS…

MRT-ed to Bugis after that.
Sort of hunting for that ZINC sling bag that ys has.
Couple bag sia.
But I did not manage to find.
Things are always like that.
When you don want that time, you will see plenty of them.
But when you want, search high and low, you will see none of them.

many people are in TP now and today is the release of their timetable. ask my sis to log in and i check those people who i know. so far,kah yuen's timetable is the best. Alan and teck sheng are in the class. so they will be clasmate cum friend for 7 years. bless them! TP seem to be fun with many people. but i prefer SP.

Today was the second day of school and we are required to bring my heavy laptop for MATH tutorials. As the first lesson of the class was in the morning and 8 am some more lol. I was like waking up at 530 and have to get ready by 630. Met up with cong ling at the hougang mrt station and we went school together. So good right? Got people pei wo go school if not the journey will seen long to me.

First lesson was APchem lab session and our lecturer is DR Chia. He is okay and quite friendly. He ended the lesson within half an hour and he even brought us to purchase our lab coat. So cool right? Wearing those lab coats for experiments!!!

Well, our next lesson is at 11 am and we have about two hours of break. I really dun like to have long break. It is like wasting our time and energy. We can have use those times to do better things.

Our first lesson of HUMAN BIOCHEMISTRY was so terrible and I believed that none of our classmates could understand what she is talking about. Then I believed that I will not going to do well for this module. It was like difficult for me to catch up and somehow the tutorial group is quite big and quite noisy.

Lunch-ed after the tiring lecture. I had lunch at Food court one. The environment of that food court is slightly better that what I think it will be. As usual our first lesson for each module will end considerably faster and we will have a lot of time after which so went to the library and stone.

Learn to use the printer and computer system in the library and ended up printing notes. The cost is quite reasonable. LOLS... I still prefer secondary school where the teachers will help us print out my notes, homeworks and etc.

Next lesson on the list was the MATH tutorial and we finally can get to use our laptop during lesson. I was so frustrated with the school wireless as I could not connect to the internet and here goes my blogging in school.

There will be more new lesson coming up tomorrow like Anatomy and Physiology, CRS and IDEA. Hopefully everything will go well after all those lessons began.

PS: I am suffering from shoulder ache…save me…

It was my official first day of school. My class arranged to meet at the MRT station and headed to our first lesson. The first lesson of the year is math lecture. I think I going to familiar with those terms like lecture, tutorial, practical and etc… well, the math lecturer is quite okay as she will not make the lesson boring for us.

Lunch-ed after the lecture.
Went to SAC to check whether my ezlink card is ready for collecting ant.
Too bad, it’s not ready and we have to check our names at the web before we go there and collect. So ma fan as in we have so many things to check. ESP, my sas , sch web and many other things…

Book an appointment to check on my lappy at the technical support centre after school. The place is really crowded with people so mean that many people lappy will have some problems. It will indicate to me that it is not my fault or my itchy hand’s fault.

Shuqun did not get gold for this year syf .personally; I felt that it is bit wasted and pity. Two years ago they did not achieve it as because of the shortage of experienced seniors and whole loads of juniors. Can really understand how they will feel at this point of time. Hopefully they will get over it and move on!!!

PS: KAITING is tired.and my laptop still no sound...

I HATE MY BAOBEI LAPTOP!!!

i wonder why my laptop keep giving me problems.
what should i do?
hack care and continue using the no sound laptop?

Well, my lappy had been seen its doctor, teck sheng, and now it can produce sound and play music. I was so overjoyed. I really need to thank teck sheng for helping me. It seem like I always ask him to help me with my laptop stuffs. So paiseh.He is a nice person that willing to help people so if you need any computer stuffs related help, call him will do.haha….

I have yet to collect my o level certificate so Monday I think I will make my way down to collect. Sian LOLS…..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ANDY AND DENISE JIE!!!



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People who were fated to meet will eventually meet. It’s matter of when and where.

Argh!!!
my laptop can not produce any sound!!!
i was like so nervous and angry.
my bao bei lappy no sound.

Flag day-ed yesterday and I was so shattered after the whole event.
We had fun walking around those places and saying hi to those wearing black shirt.
People might think that we those people are crazy or what. LOLs…our allocated location were tampines but we only spend 2 hours there.

People will try to avoid us if they see us with those cans while some of them will walk forward to us and dropped their coins in the can. So touching :)

The world is actually round and somehow we are linked together.
Some people we are fated to meet but is the matter of when and where.

PS: sick and tired.

SPICES training!!!
Overall I think is like a bit retarded lesson as we are learning some surf net skills which I already know. But I still enjoy the session with my classmates. We were like all blur blur and two seniors were attached to us. They are really easy-going and taught us a lot of things. The session ended earlier than the stated time and it was raining heavily then. Somehow I dun like raining day…

CVMB did not maintain the gold and believed that everyone is so devastated. As for me, I don know. Maybe as time passed by, I am used to this kind of changes in life. Hopefully those juniors will learn from this SYF and strive harder next time. All the best to them!!!

PS: I received a beautiful mug and I simply love it.

SPICES training tomorrow!!!
It will be the second day of ‘school’. And I will be meeting my new classmates, cong ling and Joan, at some various MRT station and together we will go explore SP.it seems cool. SPICES’ training is what then? I also not very sure but should be related to IT stuffs. As a computer idiot, surely I will have many problems.

Looking though at some of the notes.Goah!!! I am studying physic again. I want Mr. Tan to teach me as I am thinking that I will not be able to understand what my lecturer is talking about. My reaction is so slow and retarded.haha…

Well, tml is a important day for CVMB... i really hope that they will try their best and get what they want.Chiong please, just one last leap only. hopefully ya finger will be dancing gracefully on your instrument.

9 April 2007

Well, I think that after too long of holiday, my energy level are dropping and decreasing. Even for those two hours talk and introducing of myself to my fellow classmates, I can easily fall asleep. This is the disadvantage of having such a long holiday like 5 months.

At 12pm, I met up with yan Shan and we chatted on the journey to SP. The journey seems to be short especially when you have someone to accompany you on the way. Reached SP within 45 minutes and we went to register and got name lists of my class. Woah!!!Really 20 peoples!!! Later on, we went to the convention hall and here goes our two hours of talk. Principal followed by the members of the school then was the Queenstown police officers. I was like almost dozed off after 30 minutes of sitting there. How am I going to survive in those two hours of lectures??? I need help. Can anyone help me or tell how? LOLs…

Meet up with personal tutor after the two hours of talk, and my personal tutor is Ms. Zhu Ming Xia. She is Chinese with western slang. I really can not understand what she I saying at times. And the important thing is that she will be teaching me my most main module. I will try my best to understand in order to pass this very key module.

My class has only four guys and 16 gals. So girls rock the world!!! Get to know few classmates after that 1 hour of interacting. Cool. Believe that I can be more sociable then.

8 April 2007

I will be going to sp for the whole of three years after tomorrow. Thinking of my dreams that I always wanted to pursue, I shall not complain about the traveling time and distance.
I shall complain less and enjoy it. Will I be able to make friends? Am I that sociable? Hopefully I can make 99 friends in these three years.

Went to Ang Mo Kio with ys in the afternoon. We went to this particular mac café that is hiding in the garden there. I enjoy the ambience there as it is really like those café style and with those café chairs. For the first time, I read books while ys was doing his revision cum homework. Just borrowed some books from the library and thinking that for the past five months I have yet to read a book and later I will surely dun understand those notes.

Next stop, we went to amk hub. Seriously speaking, I really hate to go crowded place. And amk hub is really packed with people and I dun know where those people come from. I was so pissed off by the continuous of banging into people and those people dun even care that they had knocked into me.LOLs…

PS: I hate those bubbles on my LCD Screen….

我可以
作词:林唯 蔡昮佑 作曲:蔡昮佑 编曲:洪信杰 演唱:蔡昮佑

寄没有地址的信这样的情绪有种距离
你放着谁的歌曲是怎样的心情能不能说给我听
雨下得好安静是不是你偷偷在哭泣
幸福真的不容易在你的背景有我爱你
我可以陪你去看星星不用再多说明我就要和你在一起
我不想又再一次和你分离
我多么想每一次的美丽是因为你幸福它真的不容易

PS: My favourite song of the month!!!

It is going to be the last weekend that I can really enjoy. For the past few months, I dun really treasure weekends. I felt a bit regretted. LOLs…

Went to compassvale see how the band is like and listen to their recording. Many feeling aroused in my heart. A mixture of feelings that is so difficult to explain. This was my first time listening to sunrise and jalan jalan. Well, I think it is not in tune and everyone seems to be playing their own part, lacking of the togetherness. Hopefully they will be better and have great improvement within this few days.

I was in the room opposite AVA room. The room that I suddenly forget what is it calls but never mind. Mr. Tan was writing greeting card to those who take part in the competition. I was like so touched by his effort. Imagine there are so many people in the band and he remembers every one of them and their names too. And the main point was that the messages for every single one of them is different.i really admire him. Such a nice teacher in charge.

Meet up with jay after leaving compass. Mrt-ed to little India and walked to sim lim square. This was my third time going to sim lim square this week. I really hate going to there but no choice. My dinosaur friend wants to get a mask for her ipod. I also brought a screen cover for my lappy. 16 bucks lolls. I really dun have the energy to look for better price so I just brought it.

Next stop, we went to bugis street and shopped. We were like touring around with no intention of buying anything. Chatted and laughed like siao women. But we enjoyed.
The funniest part came when we passed by the cinema ticket office. jay saw the meet the Robinsons advertisement then asked me:
Jay: the dinosaur looks like ys hor
Me: so kong bu sia.

Then she started laughing and commented about my reaction. She was thinking that why my reaction is so different and weird. Never mind and we continue walking.

Going out with jay was a fun and thrilling experience for me. So people, if you wanna to laugh out loud and release stress, date jay out bah. She will really entertain you well. I simply love her, my dinosaur friend.

Bus-ed home and home sweet home.(lame)

HAPPY GOOD FRIDAY!!!

Another week had just passed and i going to start my school term soon.
Will it be a good start for me? (hopefully)
went to transit ticket office to make my card.
i was so silly and took the photo.
then realised that i do not need any photo at all.
blur queen???
ha ha...
initially i wanna to meet up with Andy to sign the card thingy
but he cant make it on time so we shall tml then.
mean that tml i will be going back to school???
long time never go back since the CNY celebration.

ate a terrible dumpling for my dinner
thinking that i might hate eat dumpling after that.
LOLs...

1A03
Yeah!!! This going to be my class for the whole of my year one.
I think I am so fortunate to be in this class due to the timetable lol
Coz my last lesson ends at 4pm.
That means that I can reach home by 515…
And indicate that I can have more time to rest after a long day in school.
hope that my timetable will be always that good
But I dun think is possible.
Hao yun will be gone one day.

I was having a good time looking at people’s blog.
And was thinking hard regarding the syf thingy.
Are they really ready about the piece?
Where are their motivations?
For just 10 days or less,
Chiong for it and don leave any regrets when you leave the band.

Well, today is another shopping day for me. I think I am spending far too much from my budget. But nothing can be done since I had already spent it. So next time, I will tell myself not to spend too much.

Went to bugis with my dearest sis (I copy what she wrote in her blog). Ha-ha!!! Have the intention to buy 2 tops, a watch, bottom and a bag within the budget of 70 bucks. After going round some shops, I think that it is really impossible. At the end, I brought one top, one bottom, a watch, a bag and 3 pairs of earrings. A total of 92 bucks!!! A bit heart ache but I think I will be able to earn back those money in the future.

Have a short rest at the teenage café!!! Iced cappuccino for me and iced mocha for my sis. The cappuccino tasted bitter and I dun really like the taste.

Went to vivo after that
Then I saw one top that I like but I never buy. Sobbies….

Things/items I had brought during this five months of holiday:

10 tops($250)
2 shoulder bags($73)
1 hand bag ($8.90)
1 bag($22.90)
2 cover-shoes from mondo($40)
2 watches($20)
2 cardigans from IP ZONE($39)
2 three-quarter pants from BUM BUM and bugis streets($56.90)
3 skirts($50)
4 shorts($80)
10 earrings($12.90)
Contact lenses($192)
MP3($179)
Ear pieces($10)
3belts($10)
Hand phone($10)(registration fee)
2 slippers($20)
Rebond my hair ($192)
5boxes ($15)
Laptop(still have 19 months of intallments to pay)
Thumbdrive($23.90)
Optical mouse($9.90)

So total will be approximately $1575.40!!!

I should have think hard before I spent those money and now having so many regrets.

2 april 2007

Went to catch a movie at the cathey with my sis.
watch MR BEAN's HOLIDAY.
there were conntinuous laughter from the audiences for almost all the scenes.
Personlly, i think that this movie is quite alright.
it will surely help us to de-stress.

got my pay and wasnt happy about it.
i still need to pay up all sorts of fees, bills and installments.
handphone bill,food fee, transportation fees,installments and etc.

1 April 2007

Time really flies
And now is APRIL
For those who are asking part in SYF, I believe that you guys are really working very hard toward each and individual target. But I dun really think that the end result is the most important thing. The process matters the most. Different people have different thinking and point of view so I should not elaborate much on this issue.

Remising the good, memorable, bad and terrible memory I had during that period of time.

Good: the togetherness that we were bonded together as one big family.

Memorable: We did the running and punishments together. (ppl will think that I am siao)

Bad: EVERYDAY PRACTISE and there were loads of homework or me to do till midnight.

Terrible: Many indents happened.


As for myself, to be honest, I have regrets. Many regrets that are still hide inside my heart till today. I still can remember every detail. I should have worked even harder or admit I am just that retarded and don have any musical sense.

I miss my bassoon.